MY GRANDFATHER....!



Hi my name is Jen and I live at manila Philippines. I'm now 22 years old living with my boyfriend. Anyway, this is a real story that actually happened to me when I was staying in our house at the province. This experience happened to me when I was 12 years old right after my grandfather died.
My grandfather died of a heart attack and the whole family was in shock. Well, as for me I was only 12 and I didn't actually have a close bond with my grand dad back when he was alive so I never actually paid too much attention to his death. Well, before his funeral we offered a mass and a small gathering to pay our respects. We celebrated it in a small chapel with his casket opened in the front of the chapel. Each one of the family members would come up to the casket to see my grandfather for the last time and say their goodbyes.
Everyone had come to the casket so it was my turn (Filipino children are not actually scared of dead bodies). I had this habit of knocking into every wooden surfaces that had touched my hands. Anyway, while I was looking at my grand dad while I was up at the casket I was knocking at it with a beat like 1-2-3, 1-2-3, 1-2-3.
Then after like 3 minutes my aunt had noticed what I was doing. So she shouted at me and pinched me and told me this old Filipino superstition that when you knock at the casket of a dead body he will come at your doorstep and knock at your door. Well, I never actually paid too much attention to what my aunt had said and continued playing.
When we got back to our house with one of my cousins and my parents it was already around 10 PM. My parents had go to sleep early because they were so tired. So my cousin and I decided to watch TV. And that's when things started to happen.
At first we were hearing loud sounds coming from outside, but we didn't pay much attention to it so we just continued watching. Then I got really scared when the lights and TV went on and off. And freaky thing is that it had a pattern, like my knock 1-2-3,1-2-3.
For about three minutes this continued and I felt really scared and so did my cousin. And the scariest was after the flickering stopped someone knocked on our door with the sound exactly as what my knocks at the casket sound... 1-2-3, 1-2-3, 1-2-3. Though I was really scared I got the courage to stand up and look out the window to see who it was.
With my cousin next to me we slowly went to the window and checked. Then what I saw was something I will never forget. It was an old man wearing a black suit. His back was turned so I didn't actually see his face, but I knew this wasn't my grand father. So I was scared and when I pushed my face at the window the man vanished right in front of me.
My cousin and I cried and ran to my parents room and told them what happened. Well, they didn't believe us and just told us to go to sleep. After that night I prayed and asked that whoever that guy was I hope he would leave me alone. Could it be possible that other spirits heard me knocking back at the burial?

somewhere down the roads...

We journey from different path, we fight from different reasons but we are united as one for friendship... it has been already two years that we've been together. 2 yrs. of laughter's and sadness but still we became friends. friendship means a lot to everybody, especially when you already consider them as special as yourself. do you know how the two of us started? definitely not because even myself can't never recall everything. however, all i remember is the feeling that inside me that makes me feel that i need your presence in my life to develop myself. you really mean a lot to me. your a friend that who always there for me when i don't need you, and that's the reason why  i really appreciate you. make sense? you know what i never expect that for two years were still friends. we already encounter things that we both never expect that we can both overcome it. and now as the A.Y. is already fast approaching to it's end and we may find a lot of friends that will molds us for who we are today and to the future. you were still one of those person i will never forget forever. thank you for being always there for me when everything is gone. i know time comes that we find our dreams and the right path for us to go but remember this that somewhere down the road our roads were gonna cross again, it doesn't really matter when. but somewhere down the road. i know goodbye's are not forever... 

LOVE THOUGHTS.....!

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at kung anong wala sa pangalawa...... , ay nandoon sa una...!

d ko intensyong man-gago...!,
d ko rin intensyong mang-laro..!
ayoko din makasakit nang tao.. !

       ayoko na sa huli...pipili ako sa kanila,
ayoko silang mawala pareho sa buhay ko..!


ANO BA ANG DAPAT KONG GAWIN ???

Justice in the Philippines...

Is Philippine justice FAIR ?

        Are we Filipinos deserve the justice system of our country?
        Justice has been an issue to our country now and then, it's because some of our justice people in our country are practicing a low and unfair justice. If i am going to describe the justice system of our country, it is very slow and low, because there are still those people who are now begging for justice and that is proven. i remember the day when i watch the news about VISCONDE MASSACRE, it almost 19 years, but still the family of visconde haven't yet find the right justice that their family want. Yes..! that's the reality that each and everyone of us can't escape. Who can't forget MAGUINDANAO MASSACRE its been a year but still justice is not yet give to those family who needs it. i know there are process to be done in finding justice. Everyone is innocent in the Law. We can't condemn people without hearing their side. Even the evidence is already seen but still you can't give justice until it is being studied. i know it should be studied well because everyone don't want an unfair justice. But still we need to expect the unexpected. Some Filipinos are like that. We need to wait for it in short " Be PATIENT". If you seek it you can't find it. Have faith always to God and to other people...i believed that we Filipinos deserved a fair justice. and i do believe that if you have patience in your heart and mind, you can find the better justice you want to have...

        So, Is justice fair ? ... YOU JUDGE...!  (^_^)